Life's Diaries-Trying to cope with Trauma

Such is life's diaries,suddenly everything can be really right and suddenly everything really wrong.Life can take you for a ride every moment and can make you disgusted..Why does everything have to happen with me only??Its been strange ride towards eternity.No one can beat a man up but himself,his desires are his biggest enemy who toils him till the last moment but give him nothing to cherish for.Strange you feel feckless all the time with that rush of adrenaline in your body never dies and torments you day in day out.